dodie - Hate Myself (Official Video)
Build A Problem, the debut album. Pre-Order: dodie.ffm.to/buildaproblem
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Created by dodie & Sammy Paul
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Directed by Sammy Paul
Produced by
Cambria Bailey-Jones & Reb Day
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Executive Producer:
Guy Larsen - guylarsen
Director of Photography:
Ciaran O’Brien - ciaranobriendop
Art Director: Louis Grant
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Edited by Jamie Macleod
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Visual Effects by Dave Brain
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Colourist
Ciaran O’Brien
First Assistant Director:
Reb Day
Assistant Camera:
Rachael Hutchings
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Gaffer:
Richard Scott
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Camera Trainee:
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Runners:
Niamh Crowley
Heather Clark
Special Thanks:
Salima Paul
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Edith Windle
Josh Edwards
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This ia a beautifully inspiring music video
Catchy, but I don't need or want a song saying this. 😐👎 As one with MDD (depression), I have the phrase "I hate myself" going through my head too much already. 😣😞 I hope I never ever hear such a song again... sorry I just couldn't finish the song. 😢 Too real of a saying for me.
How did she really wrote a song that describes my entire broken mental health
bloomin beautiful
Can I just say that if someone is acting different and their energy changes, trust your intuition. It’s not your fault. You shouldn’t have to beg for an explanation or over compensate with you communication. You shouldnt have to walk on egg shells and keep asking if everything is okay. If someone loves you, you will know. You will feel comfort and safe. If your heart leaps out of your chest when they finally respond to your message after days of disappearing, do yourself a favour and just leave. You deserve better
I can’t get over how cute and amazing this is🥺💕
Abducted by aliens at the end?
You've heard of kiki's delivery service we now give you Dodie's delivery service
what a lovely video
getting strong Klaus vibes from this one
This is so incredibly beautiful ahh!
Really great song, but shoutout to that cat from the one cat shot.
is this a reference to the font courier?
Dodie please consider playing with Lucy Rose, it would be such a great duet!
she's so pretty
I interpret this as a toxic relationship. You have to approach conversations very carefully and the message doesn’t always get across. An abusive person will make you feel stupid and you pick up on their cues. I had an emotionally manipulative friend and I relate to “when you go quiet I hate myself.” I knew that when they ignored me I was in trouble.
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Eb Could it be different? Did I ruin the day? Ab Oh, do you look angry? Oh, what did I say!? Bb Filling in the gaps Build a problem that Ab Neither of us needs Eb Something wrong with me (Mmm-mmm-mmm) [Verse 2] Eb I'm getting desperate Losing my mind Ab Oh, how do we get here Every time? Bb One will fold their arms One will do the dance Ab Really is no need; Eb Something wrong with me [Pre-Chorus] Cm No, I don't think Ab I can help it (Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!) (Nope) [Chorus] Eb Oh, so illogical I'm not magical - I can't read your mind! Ab But how can you not hear the whole conversation I have, sitting still with a brain on fire? Bb I know - it's a me thing Ab Eyes closed - isn't helping? Eb When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself [Verse 3] Eb Look at you sideways Playing a game Ab Oh what if I laugh now Think I'm insane Bb Filling in the gaps Build a problem that Ab Neither of us needs Eb Something wrong with me [Verse 4] Eb Pushing a boundary Something to prove Ab Strong expectation You already lose Bb Oh, one will fold their arms One will do the dance Ab Really is no need; Eb Something wrong with me [Pre-Chorus] Cm No, I don't think Db I can help it (K) [Chorus] Eb Oh, so illogical I'm not magical - I can't read your mind! Ab But how can you not hear the whole conversation I have, sitting still with a brain on fire? Bb I know - it's a me thing Ab Eyes closed - isn't helping? Eb When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself Eb Bbm Db Ab [Bridge] Eb Bbm Give me a mystery Db Ab Maybe they'll bloom for me Eb Bbm It's always the quiet ones Db Ab Oh, something that must be done Eb Bbm I'm hoping I'm ready here Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear Eb Bbm I'm only proving how Db Ab The moment we're losing now Eb Give me a mystery Bbm Maybe they'll bloom for me Db It's always the quiet ones Ab Something that must be done Eb I'm hoping I'm ready here Bbm I don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear (No I don't...) Eb Give me a mystery Bbm Maybe they'll bloom for me Db It's always the quiet ones Ab Something that must be done Eb I'm hoping I'm ready here Bbm Don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear [Outro] Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (When you go quiet, I hate myself) (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Bbm No, I don't think Db Ab I can help it Db Bbm Db Cm (Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm)
The meaning of this. To never give up until you find a solution. Anything is possible if you believe.
How am I only now hearing this song??
island of eroda eroda erodaaaaaaaaaaa
UKULELE CHORDS PLEASE!!!
Eb Could it be different? Did I ruin the day? Ab Oh, do you look angry? Oh, what did I say!? Bb Filling in the gaps Build a problem that Ab Neither of us needs Eb Something wrong with me (Mmm-mmm-mmm) [Verse 2] Eb I'm getting desperate Losing my mind Ab Oh, how do we get here Every time? Bb One will fold their arms One will do the dance Ab Really is no need; Eb Something wrong with me [Pre-Chorus] Cm No, I don't think Ab I can help it (Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!) (Nope) [Chorus] Eb Oh, so illogical I'm not magical - I can't read your mind! Ab But how can you not hear the whole conversation I have, sitting still with a brain on fire? Bb I know - it's a me thing Ab Eyes closed - isn't helping? Eb When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself [Verse 3] Eb Look at you sideways Playing a game Ab Oh what if I laugh now Think I'm insane Bb Filling in the gaps Build a problem that Ab Neither of us needs Eb Something wrong with me [Verse 4] Eb Pushing a boundary Something to prove Ab Strong expectation You already lose Bb Oh, one will fold their arms One will do the dance Ab Really is no need; Eb Something wrong with me [Pre-Chorus] Cm No, I don't think Db I can help it (K) [Chorus] Eb Oh, so illogical I'm not magical - I can't read your mind! Ab But how can you not hear the whole conversation I have, sitting still with a brain on fire? Bb I know - it's a me thing Ab Eyes closed - isn't helping? Eb When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself Eb Bbm Db Ab [Bridge] Eb Bbm Give me a mystery Db Ab Maybe they'll bloom for me Eb Bbm It's always the quiet ones Db Ab Oh, something that must be done Eb Bbm I'm hoping I'm ready here Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear Eb Bbm I'm only proving how Db Ab The moment we're losing now Eb Give me a mystery Bbm Maybe they'll bloom for me Db It's always the quiet ones Ab Something that must be done Eb I'm hoping I'm ready here Bbm I don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear (No I don't...) Eb Give me a mystery Bbm Maybe they'll bloom for me Db It's always the quiet ones Ab Something that must be done Eb I'm hoping I'm ready here Bbm Don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear [Outro] Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (When you go quiet, I hate myself) (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Bbm No, I don't think Db Ab I can help it Db Bbm Db Cm (Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm)
This was great! The song is beautiful. The video was fun and memorable. I laughed every time she was practicing her ninja sorting moves. We should all be this dedicated
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This is a clear hat tip to Kiki's delivery service and I am shocked that no one is commenting on it. The deliveries, the costumes, the cat, the stairs, the floating in the end
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When u gonna let the uno eat that bowl?
Get back to Work yall . And DO a GOOD JOB 💪🏽
Could it be different? Did I ruin the day? Oh, do you look angry? Oh, what did I say? Filling in the gaps, build a problem that Neither of us needs, something wrong with me (mmh-mmh-mmh) I'm getting desperate, losing my mind Oh, how do we get here, every time? One will fold their arms, one will do the dance Really is no need, something wrong with me No, I don't think I can help it (ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!) (Nope) Oh, so illogical, I'm not magical, I can't read your mind! But how can you not hear the whole conversation? I have, sitting still with a brain on fire I know, it's a me-thing Eyes closed - isn't helping? When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself Look at you sideways, playing a game Oh, what if I laugh now, think I'm insane Filling in the gaps, build a problem that Neither of us needs, something wrong with me Pushing a boundary, something to prove Strong expectation, you already lose Oh, one will fold their arms, one will do the dance Really is no need, something wrong with me No, I don't think I can help it (k) Oh, so illogical, I'm not magical, I can't read your mind! (read your mind) But how can you not hear the whole conversation? I have, sitting still with a brain on fire (brain on fire) I know, it's a me-thing Eyes closed - isn't helping? When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself Give me a mystery Maybe they'll bloom for me It's always the quiet ones Oh, something here must be done I'm hoping I'm ready here Don't think they get me, dear I'm only proving how I'm only worth losing now Give me a mystery, maybe they'll bloom for me It's always the quiet ones, something here must be done I'm hoping I'm ready here, don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Don't think they get me, dear (No I don't...) Give me a mystery, maybe they'll bloom for me It's always the quiet ones, something that must be done I'm hoping I'm ready here, don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Don't think they get me, dear No, I don't think (don't think they get me here) I can help it (don't think they get me here) No, I don't think (don't think they get me here) I can help it (when you go quiet, I hate myself) (Don't think they get me here) No, I don't think (don't think they get me here) I can help it (don't think they get me here) No, I don't think (don't think they get me here) I can help it (when you go quiet, I hate myself) No, I don't think I can help it (Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm)
This song keeps pulling me back.
Is this filmed in whitby or something?
I imagine this is one of the most expensive music videos of all time just because of the postage stamps
WOW it's been a MONTH and this is already at 1 million views, most of her other vids haven't even reached that amount in a Y E A R
Happy 1M!
U need a grammy
I thought the village was Luarca, from Asturias (Spain), but it's Polperro, in England
Dont think i didnt notice ur boots and cuffing ur jeans....
is this polperro?
cuffing the pants, ah yes
Same
Does someone know where's she from? Beautiful work 🧡
The filming is very refreshing. 👏Which country is this shot in?
this is female alec benjamin
ok but where was this filmed???
As an american, I can cofnfirm this video is the epitome of what Americans define as "british"! Amazingly done Dodes you're s starrrr
this is genuinely the most british video i've probably ever seen
I hate it when people go quiet I realize sometimes I just need to vibe by myself until the right person comes along so I don’t lose myself in the process. Have a lot of social anxiety so this absolutely makes sense. I try to knock some common sense into myself but it’s so hard to shut off no amount of Instagram positive bullshit quotes is gonna help at all
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That's what I say the little things are the big things💯
Adoro las canciones de dodie pero lo cierto es que veo sus videos para poder verla a ella.
she trained for delivering all these letters to Harry Potter in book 1
I honestly love this album so much. There are various ways to interpret this song, but for me, this song personally reminds me about the relationship I have with my mother. She's a really toxic and passive-aggressive person, and really outspoken as well. I'd be lying if I said I didn't hate her, because I do, but I still respect her as a person. She's just...difficult, perhaps. When I was a child (somewhere before the ages of 10-11), I admired her a lot. It was sort of as if she was this perfect being, the epitome of the person my family wanted me to be. So I tried to be like her. I tried doing things that would make her feel proud of me, but I always felt like I was doing something wrong. Whenever she was angry with me or unhappy about something I did, she'd shout at me in a fit of rage and act impulsively. She'd give me the cold shoulder for days, one time, even a week, until *I* apologised. And yes, I will admit that I had lots of faults back then, but there was no need to act all passive aggressive and release all these toxic behaviors on me. I will also admit that there are many times in which I have made the same mistake twice. For example, forgetting to submit an assignment. Yes, that was a pure mistake on my part, but she'd amplify the severity of the situation and make it seem like it was a way bigger deal than it should have been. Sometimes she acts like there's nothing wrong at all and she isn't angry, whilst she makes sarcastic remarks and her actions prove otherwise. "When you go quiet, I hate myself." There's a sort of passive-aggressive silence that I hate; if you're angry, why not tell me that you're angry? Or tell me why you're angry? Tell me so that I can improve. I'm just a kid, and I'm sorry if I make mistakes, but I don't even know what I'm doing half the time.
Ok does this remind anyone else of the movie Klaus?????
favourite song
that was cool
the first scene of this music video almost always makes me think of Doc Martin
Instantly thought of this when I got to the post office part of the pale city in little nightmares 2 - even found the hat!!
love this song and video
I’m in love with this song
Dodie this is amazing omg
Why is the video so damn charming??? aaaaaaahhhhh
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Omg////
wow... well done!
As much as I miss Sammy's sketches, I can't express how happy I am that you are working together and creating something so beautiful!
As an autistic person, I relate to the lyrics so much. I find it almost impossible to read social cues. Unless people say what they're feeling or what I need to do for them,I have a very hard time. One of the things I hate the most is when people get upset or go silent over something I did without explaining why it hurt them. Because since I rarely know how others feel about things, I'm clueless about my supposed wrongdoings. In that little window of silence,I hate myself more than the usual amount.
Cool me too
I don't know why, but this is amazing
Today I’ve listened to this song 10 times. And I hope tomorrow will not be different in this way)) Btw I really like the “eyes closed....” moment. Sounds so musical
stunning
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to the director: 3:05 is this a nod to the movie RAD 1986? if not you should totally check it out!! to dodie: love your clever lyrics and vocal talents
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As someone who struggles with compulsively trying to meet the needs of my partners, this song hits. To me, the meaning is literal, and when people are quiet and I can't read their vibe, I blame myself for doing something wrong and hate myself - even when I didn't do anything wrong and everything's actually fine. Thanks dodie. I feel seen. I don't think I can help it, but I'm working on being kinder to myself.
god i love this
Omg just heard this song on the radio! Heard it on repeat since it released on here and now its even on the goddamn radio
why does this song really make me wanna go the beach and vibe with some friends
Wow I just got a crush on this song
DODIEEEE YOU JUST HELPED ME HAVE A CHARACTER BREAKTHROUGHHH!!!!!! SHE'S A POSTIE TOOOO THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE THIS SONG AND VIDEO!!
I literally want to become a postwoman now
this makes me feel everything I want to feel. the message in itself resonates so much with my life too. I love this 🥺
SHSKJSJSJSJSHS THATS POLPERO WTF YES
What kind of camera is used in this video? It's beautiful!
I appreciate how her music is gentle & doesn't blow my ear drums out.
How do I get here, EVERYTIME?
is this video in Polperro harbour cornwall?
This has Kiki's Delivery Service vibes
Yesterday I had a whole drama going on with the guy I’m getting involved with because I think things through a lot and he doesn’t, and it was just too much for me to handle, but in the end he understood my point and things worked out, I think! I’d sure hope so
I feel a Klaus vibe right hereeeeee
not cuffing her mailperson fit,,,,
Dodie: *Rolls up trousers* *Sweater Weather plays in the background*
does anyone recognise where it is filmed?
based on my research, this music video was filmed in Polperro in Cornwall
as someone who just got out of an argument with someone toxic-i really needed to hear this. i can't explain how it connected to me and my situation but it did. thank you
As usual you blow us away with a catchy melody!
Algorithm boost
Literally earing this rn on the radio... I love it...
This song sounds like something that’ll play at Old Navy.
Is this what the postie's go though down in my hometown Polperro 🤣
B.e.S.T f'u"l'l D.a.T.i.n.G -L-o-V--S-e-X-----۞------------ Here tinyurl.com/snapgirls9SEPsex √™ Lorsqu'une pilule qui donne aux utilisateurs cinq minutes de super pouvoirs inattendus arrive dans les rues de la Nouvelle-Orléans, un adolescent marchand et un policier local doivent faire équipe avec un ancien soldat pour faire tomber le groupe responsable de sa fabrication. √™ Когда таблетка, дающая пользователям пять минут неожиданных сверхспособностей, попадает на улицы Нового Орлеана, торговец-подросток и местный полицейский √™должны объединиться с бывшим солдатом, чтобы уничтожить группу, √™ответственную за ее создание1
Just to let everyone know, all post people do train this hard to do our job, thanks (Also it's a great song)
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