dodie - Hate Myself (Official Video)

Build A Problem, the debut album. Pre-Order: dodie.ffm.to/buildaproblem
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Created by dodie & Sammy Paul
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Directed by Sammy Paul
Produced by
Cambria Bailey-Jones & Reb Day
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Executive Producer:
Guy Larsen - guylarsen
Director of Photography:
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Art Director: Louis Grant
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Edited by Jamie Macleod
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Visual Effects by Dave Brain
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Colourist
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First Assistant Director:
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Assistant Camera:
Rachael Hutchings
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Gaffer:
Richard Scott
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Camera Trainee:
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Runners:
Niamh Crowley
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Special Thanks:
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  • This ia a beautifully inspiring music video

    Ur a wizard HarryUr a wizard HarryPäivä sitten
  • Catchy, but I don't need or want a song saying this. 😐👎 As one with MDD (depression), I have the phrase "I hate myself" going through my head too much already. 😣😞 I hope I never ever hear such a song again... sorry I just couldn't finish the song. 😢 Too real of a saying for me.

    BoMwarriorVlogBoMwarriorVlogPäivä sitten
  • How did she really wrote a song that describes my entire broken mental health

    Kai says hiKai says hiPäivä sitten
  • bloomin beautiful

    Jana EloffJana EloffPäivä sitten
  • Can I just say that if someone is acting different and their energy changes, trust your intuition. It’s not your fault. You shouldn’t have to beg for an explanation or over compensate with you communication. You shouldnt have to walk on egg shells and keep asking if everything is okay. If someone loves you, you will know. You will feel comfort and safe. If your heart leaps out of your chest when they finally respond to your message after days of disappearing, do yourself a favour and just leave. You deserve better

    Ariola GranolaAriola GranolaPäivä sitten
  • I can’t get over how cute and amazing this is🥺💕

    FabioFabio3 päivää sitten
  • Abducted by aliens at the end?

    blank blankblank blank3 päivää sitten
  • You've heard of kiki's delivery service we now give you Dodie's delivery service

    Mini VikingMini Viking3 päivää sitten
  • what a lovely video

    BernardBernard3 päivää sitten
  • getting strong Klaus vibes from this one

    Esther JEsther J4 päivää sitten
  • This is so incredibly beautiful ahh!

    stanningsloanestanningsloane5 päivää sitten
  • Really great song, but shoutout to that cat from the one cat shot.

    Queer_Cactus_FlowersQueer_Cactus_Flowers5 päivää sitten
  • is this a reference to the font courier?

    AmeliaAmelia5 päivää sitten
  • Dodie please consider playing with Lucy Rose, it would be such a great duet!

    Music Overdose - playlistsMusic Overdose - playlists5 päivää sitten
  • she's so pretty

    hazelno0thazelno0t5 päivää sitten
  • I interpret this as a toxic relationship. You have to approach conversations very carefully and the message doesn’t always get across. An abusive person will make you feel stupid and you pick up on their cues. I had an emotionally manipulative friend and I relate to “when you go quiet I hate myself.” I knew that when they ignored me I was in trouble.

    Emily ShapiroEmily Shapiro5 päivää sitten
  • YES

    AmaniiAmanii5 päivää sitten
  • Eb Could it be different? Did I ruin the day? Ab Oh, do you look angry? Oh, what did I say!? Bb Filling in the gaps Build a problem that Ab Neither of us needs Eb Something wrong with me (Mmm-mmm-mmm) [Verse 2] Eb I'm getting desperate Losing my mind Ab Oh, how do we get here Every time? Bb One will fold their arms One will do the dance Ab Really is no need; Eb Something wrong with me [Pre-Chorus] Cm No, I don't think Ab I can help it (Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!) (Nope) [Chorus] Eb Oh, so illogical I'm not magical - I can't read your mind! Ab But how can you not hear the whole conversation I have, sitting still with a brain on fire? Bb I know - it's a me thing Ab Eyes closed - isn't helping? Eb When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself [Verse 3] Eb Look at you sideways Playing a game Ab Oh what if I laugh now Think I'm insane Bb Filling in the gaps Build a problem that Ab Neither of us needs Eb Something wrong with me [Verse 4] Eb Pushing a boundary Something to prove Ab Strong expectation You already lose Bb Oh, one will fold their arms One will do the dance Ab Really is no need; Eb Something wrong with me [Pre-Chorus] Cm No, I don't think Db I can help it (K) [Chorus] Eb Oh, so illogical I'm not magical - I can't read your mind! Ab But how can you not hear the whole conversation I have, sitting still with a brain on fire? Bb I know - it's a me thing Ab Eyes closed - isn't helping? Eb When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself Eb Bbm Db Ab [Bridge] Eb Bbm Give me a mystery Db Ab Maybe they'll bloom for me Eb Bbm It's always the quiet ones Db Ab Oh, something that must be done Eb Bbm I'm hoping I'm ready here Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear Eb Bbm I'm only proving how Db Ab The moment we're losing now Eb Give me a mystery Bbm Maybe they'll bloom for me Db It's always the quiet ones Ab Something that must be done Eb I'm hoping I'm ready here Bbm I don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear (No I don't...) Eb Give me a mystery Bbm Maybe they'll bloom for me Db It's always the quiet ones Ab Something that must be done Eb I'm hoping I'm ready here Bbm Don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear [Outro] Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (When you go quiet, I hate myself) (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Bbm No, I don't think Db Ab I can help it Db Bbm Db Cm (Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm)

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  • The meaning of this. To never give up until you find a solution. Anything is possible if you believe.

    не наи́денныи́не наи́денныи́6 päivää sitten
  • How am I only now hearing this song??

    Cara mia BakerCara mia Baker6 päivää sitten
  • island of eroda eroda erodaaaaaaaaaaa

    Tejas bhaleraoTejas bhalerao6 päivää sitten
  • UKULELE CHORDS PLEASE!!!

    Jasmine LynchJasmine Lynch7 päivää sitten
    • Eb Could it be different? Did I ruin the day? Ab Oh, do you look angry? Oh, what did I say!? Bb Filling in the gaps Build a problem that Ab Neither of us needs Eb Something wrong with me (Mmm-mmm-mmm) [Verse 2] Eb I'm getting desperate Losing my mind Ab Oh, how do we get here Every time? Bb One will fold their arms One will do the dance Ab Really is no need; Eb Something wrong with me [Pre-Chorus] Cm No, I don't think Ab I can help it (Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!) (Nope) [Chorus] Eb Oh, so illogical I'm not magical - I can't read your mind! Ab But how can you not hear the whole conversation I have, sitting still with a brain on fire? Bb I know - it's a me thing Ab Eyes closed - isn't helping? Eb When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself [Verse 3] Eb Look at you sideways Playing a game Ab Oh what if I laugh now Think I'm insane Bb Filling in the gaps Build a problem that Ab Neither of us needs Eb Something wrong with me [Verse 4] Eb Pushing a boundary Something to prove Ab Strong expectation You already lose Bb Oh, one will fold their arms One will do the dance Ab Really is no need; Eb Something wrong with me [Pre-Chorus] Cm No, I don't think Db I can help it (K) [Chorus] Eb Oh, so illogical I'm not magical - I can't read your mind! Ab But how can you not hear the whole conversation I have, sitting still with a brain on fire? Bb I know - it's a me thing Ab Eyes closed - isn't helping? Eb When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself Eb Bbm Db Ab [Bridge] Eb Bbm Give me a mystery Db Ab Maybe they'll bloom for me Eb Bbm It's always the quiet ones Db Ab Oh, something that must be done Eb Bbm I'm hoping I'm ready here Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear Eb Bbm I'm only proving how Db Ab The moment we're losing now Eb Give me a mystery Bbm Maybe they'll bloom for me Db It's always the quiet ones Ab Something that must be done Eb I'm hoping I'm ready here Bbm I don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear (No I don't...) Eb Give me a mystery Bbm Maybe they'll bloom for me Db It's always the quiet ones Ab Something that must be done Eb I'm hoping I'm ready here Bbm Don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Ab Don't think they get me, dear [Outro] Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (When you go quiet, I hate myself) (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (Don't think they get me here) Eb Bbm No, I don't think (Don't think they get me here) Db Ab I can help it (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Db Bbm No, I don't think Db Ab I can help it Db Bbm Db Cm (Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm)

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  • This was great! The song is beautiful. The video was fun and memorable. I laughed every time she was practicing her ninja sorting moves. We should all be this dedicated

    Sean Foy Makes MoviesSean Foy Makes Movies7 päivää sitten
  • Dope

    James EdenJames Eden7 päivää sitten
  • This is a clear hat tip to Kiki's delivery service and I am shocked that no one is commenting on it. The deliveries, the costumes, the cat, the stairs, the floating in the end

    Antonio SolanoAntonio Solano7 päivää sitten
  • 💖

    Dori WallaDori Walla7 päivää sitten
  • When u gonna let the uno eat that bowl?

    Pacoimero XVidaPacoimero XVida7 päivää sitten
  • Get back to Work yall . And DO a GOOD JOB 💪🏽

    NWforagerNWforager8 päivää sitten
  • Could it be different? Did I ruin the day? Oh, do you look angry? Oh, what did I say? Filling in the gaps, build a problem that Neither of us needs, something wrong with me (mmh-mmh-mmh) I'm getting desperate, losing my mind Oh, how do we get here, every time? One will fold their arms, one will do the dance Really is no need, something wrong with me No, I don't think I can help it (ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!) (Nope) Oh, so illogical, I'm not magical, I can't read your mind! But how can you not hear the whole conversation? I have, sitting still with a brain on fire I know, it's a me-thing Eyes closed - isn't helping? When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself Look at you sideways, playing a game Oh, what if I laugh now, think I'm insane Filling in the gaps, build a problem that Neither of us needs, something wrong with me Pushing a boundary, something to prove Strong expectation, you already lose Oh, one will fold their arms, one will do the dance Really is no need, something wrong with me No, I don't think I can help it (k) Oh, so illogical, I'm not magical, I can't read your mind! (read your mind) But how can you not hear the whole conversation? I have, sitting still with a brain on fire (brain on fire) I know, it's a me-thing Eyes closed - isn't helping? When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself Give me a mystery Maybe they'll bloom for me It's always the quiet ones Oh, something here must be done I'm hoping I'm ready here Don't think they get me, dear I'm only proving how I'm only worth losing now Give me a mystery, maybe they'll bloom for me It's always the quiet ones, something here must be done I'm hoping I'm ready here, don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Don't think they get me, dear (No I don't...) Give me a mystery, maybe they'll bloom for me It's always the quiet ones, something that must be done I'm hoping I'm ready here, don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) Don't think they get me, dear No, I don't think (don't think they get me here) I can help it (don't think they get me here) No, I don't think (don't think they get me here) I can help it (when you go quiet, I hate myself) (Don't think they get me here) No, I don't think (don't think they get me here) I can help it (don't think they get me here) No, I don't think (don't think they get me here) I can help it (when you go quiet, I hate myself) No, I don't think I can help it (Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm)

    Talyta BarcelosTalyta Barcelos8 päivää sitten
  • This song keeps pulling me back.

    Brett JamesBrett James8 päivää sitten
  • Is this filmed in whitby or something?

    Flashymuffin 764Flashymuffin 7648 päivää sitten
  • I imagine this is one of the most expensive music videos of all time just because of the postage stamps

    Reuben SpencerReuben Spencer8 päivää sitten
  • WOW it's been a MONTH and this is already at 1 million views, most of her other vids haven't even reached that amount in a Y E A R

    Kaitlynn HaasKaitlynn Haas9 päivää sitten
  • Happy 1M!

    Cookie CommentCookie Comment9 päivää sitten
  • U need a grammy

    Kelly FlemingKelly Fleming9 päivää sitten
  • I thought the village was Luarca, from Asturias (Spain), but it's Polperro, in England

    Eileen EyreEileen Eyre10 päivää sitten
  • Dont think i didnt notice ur boots and cuffing ur jeans....

    Ariana FilixAriana Filix10 päivää sitten
  • is this polperro?

    Evangeline CookeEvangeline Cooke10 päivää sitten
  • cuffing the pants, ah yes

    Jack Yuanwei ChengJack Yuanwei Cheng10 päivää sitten
  • Same

    The Bi ChildThe Bi Child10 päivää sitten
  • Does someone know where's she from? Beautiful work 🧡

    Cami Nuti HuberCami Nuti Huber10 päivää sitten
  • The filming is very refreshing. 👏Which country is this shot in?

    Berlin Music Video AwardsBerlin Music Video Awards10 päivää sitten
  • this is female alec benjamin

    JOSHUA STEINKEJOSHUA STEINKE10 päivää sitten
  • ok but where was this filmed???

    Rosemary WilliamsRosemary Williams10 päivää sitten
  • As an american, I can cofnfirm this video is the epitome of what Americans define as "british"! Amazingly done Dodes you're s starrrr

    AlejandraAlejandra10 päivää sitten
    • this is genuinely the most british video i've probably ever seen

      Anya NassarAnya Nassar10 päivää sitten
  • I hate it when people go quiet I realize sometimes I just need to vibe by myself until the right person comes along so I don’t lose myself in the process. Have a lot of social anxiety so this absolutely makes sense. I try to knock some common sense into myself but it’s so hard to shut off no amount of Instagram positive bullshit quotes is gonna help at all

    Madison KimMadison Kim10 päivää sitten
  • ,🤔

    0bAyZ0 0sborn0bAyZ0 0sborn11 päivää sitten
  • That's what I say the little things are the big things💯

    0bAyZ0 0sborn0bAyZ0 0sborn11 päivää sitten
  • Adoro las canciones de dodie pero lo cierto es que veo sus videos para poder verla a ella.

    Jose SedilesJose Sediles11 päivää sitten
  • she trained for delivering all these letters to Harry Potter in book 1

    Agata SzymonikAgata Szymonik11 päivää sitten
  • I honestly love this album so much. There are various ways to interpret this song, but for me, this song personally reminds me about the relationship I have with my mother. She's a really toxic and passive-aggressive person, and really outspoken as well. I'd be lying if I said I didn't hate her, because I do, but I still respect her as a person. She's just...difficult, perhaps. When I was a child (somewhere before the ages of 10-11), I admired her a lot. It was sort of as if she was this perfect being, the epitome of the person my family wanted me to be. So I tried to be like her. I tried doing things that would make her feel proud of me, but I always felt like I was doing something wrong. Whenever she was angry with me or unhappy about something I did, she'd shout at me in a fit of rage and act impulsively. She'd give me the cold shoulder for days, one time, even a week, until *I* apologised. And yes, I will admit that I had lots of faults back then, but there was no need to act all passive aggressive and release all these toxic behaviors on me. I will also admit that there are many times in which I have made the same mistake twice. For example, forgetting to submit an assignment. Yes, that was a pure mistake on my part, but she'd amplify the severity of the situation and make it seem like it was a way bigger deal than it should have been. Sometimes she acts like there's nothing wrong at all and she isn't angry, whilst she makes sarcastic remarks and her actions prove otherwise. "When you go quiet, I hate myself." There's a sort of passive-aggressive silence that I hate; if you're angry, why not tell me that you're angry? Or tell me why you're angry? Tell me so that I can improve. I'm just a kid, and I'm sorry if I make mistakes, but I don't even know what I'm doing half the time.

    Lili StargazerLili Stargazer11 päivää sitten
  • Ok does this remind anyone else of the movie Klaus?????

    Meg KnoxMeg Knox12 päivää sitten
  • favourite song

    hanzi 28hanzi 2812 päivää sitten
  • that was cool

    Kent ParkhurstKent Parkhurst13 päivää sitten
  • the first scene of this music video almost always makes me think of Doc Martin

    Penelope PeggPenelope Pegg13 päivää sitten
  • Instantly thought of this when I got to the post office part of the pale city in little nightmares 2 - even found the hat!!

    EstherEsther13 päivää sitten
  • love this song and video

    Alejandra StamatoAlejandra Stamato13 päivää sitten
  • I’m in love with this song

    Abi DoddAbi Dodd13 päivää sitten
  • Dodie this is amazing omg

    arannaxkatanaarannaxkatana13 päivää sitten
  • Why is the video so damn charming??? aaaaaaahhhhh

    Santi algoSanti algo13 päivää sitten
  • Ana Clara SchuenckAna Clara Schuenck14 päivää sitten
  • Omg////

    Marina Felizola Prado de Sousa LeãoMarina Felizola Prado de Sousa Leão14 päivää sitten
  • wow... well done!

    UkuleleHoloholoUkuleleHoloholo14 päivää sitten
  • As much as I miss Sammy's sketches, I can't express how happy I am that you are working together and creating something so beautiful!

    not.so.gloomy.sundaynot.so.gloomy.sunday14 päivää sitten
  • As an autistic person, I relate to the lyrics so much. I find it almost impossible to read social cues. Unless people say what they're feeling or what I need to do for them,I have a very hard time. One of the things I hate the most is when people get upset or go silent over something I did without explaining why it hurt them. Because since I rarely know how others feel about things, I'm clueless about my supposed wrongdoings. In that little window of silence,I hate myself more than the usual amount.

    Ado NiaAdo Nia14 päivää sitten
  • Cool me too

    Siim KaskSiim Kask14 päivää sitten
  • I don't know why, but this is amazing

    Neil WilsonNeil Wilson15 päivää sitten
  • Today I’ve listened to this song 10 times. And I hope tomorrow will not be different in this way)) Btw I really like the “eyes closed....” moment. Sounds so musical

    Artem LitvinovArtem Litvinov15 päivää sitten
  • stunning

    gowiththejogowiththejo16 päivää sitten
  • 📍

    Ayaat s.Ayaat s.16 päivää sitten
  • to the director: 3:05 is this a nod to the movie RAD 1986? if not you should totally check it out!! to dodie: love your clever lyrics and vocal talents

    peter wdowiakpeter wdowiak16 päivää sitten
  • OMG HOME

    ArtwithKrissyArtwithKrissy17 päivää sitten
  • As someone who struggles with compulsively trying to meet the needs of my partners, this song hits. To me, the meaning is literal, and when people are quiet and I can't read their vibe, I blame myself for doing something wrong and hate myself - even when I didn't do anything wrong and everything's actually fine. Thanks dodie. I feel seen. I don't think I can help it, but I'm working on being kinder to myself.

    Renae BurkeRenae Burke17 päivää sitten
  • god i love this

    KyKy17 päivää sitten
  • Omg just heard this song on the radio! Heard it on repeat since it released on here and now its even on the goddamn radio

    Amy MoeAmy Moe17 päivää sitten
  • why does this song really make me wanna go the beach and vibe with some friends

    Gummygoo2Gummygoo217 päivää sitten
  • Wow I just got a crush on this song

    Mitchell CameronMitchell Cameron17 päivää sitten
  • DODIEEEE YOU JUST HELPED ME HAVE A CHARACTER BREAKTHROUGHHH!!!!!! SHE'S A POSTIE TOOOO THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE THIS SONG AND VIDEO!!

    a wa w18 päivää sitten
  • I literally want to become a postwoman now

    Elise NelsonElise Nelson18 päivää sitten
  • this makes me feel everything I want to feel. the message in itself resonates so much with my life too. I love this 🥺

    Birgitta DenverBirgitta Denver18 päivää sitten
  • SHSKJSJSJSJSHS THATS POLPERO WTF YES

    lynn is melynn is me19 päivää sitten
  • What kind of camera is used in this video? It's beautiful!

    HaliensExistHaliensExist19 päivää sitten
  • I appreciate how her music is gentle & doesn't blow my ear drums out.

    DJ St3rlingDJ St3rling19 päivää sitten
  • How do I get here, EVERYTIME?

    Moksha PoojaryMoksha Poojary19 päivää sitten
  • is this video in Polperro harbour cornwall?

    Jasmine TremainJasmine Tremain19 päivää sitten
  • This has Kiki's Delivery Service vibes

    The Writers' CrownThe Writers' Crown19 päivää sitten
  • Yesterday I had a whole drama going on with the guy I’m getting involved with because I think things through a lot and he doesn’t, and it was just too much for me to handle, but in the end he understood my point and things worked out, I think! I’d sure hope so

    Ty CopperkidTy Copperkid19 päivää sitten
  • I feel a Klaus vibe right hereeeeee

    Ngọc CátNgọc Cát20 päivää sitten
  • not cuffing her mailperson fit,,,,

    Geode KidGeode Kid20 päivää sitten
  • Dodie: *Rolls up trousers* *Sweater Weather plays in the background*

    Stem GingerStem Ginger20 päivää sitten
  • does anyone recognise where it is filmed?

    tsomo jimtsomo jim21 päivä sitten
    • based on my research, this music video was filmed in Polperro in Cornwall

      Yvan GilayoYvan Gilayo20 päivää sitten
  • as someone who just got out of an argument with someone toxic-i really needed to hear this. i can't explain how it connected to me and my situation but it did. thank you

    Belle CatloverBelle Catlover21 päivä sitten
  • As usual you blow us away with a catchy melody!

    Filippa LindFilippa Lind21 päivä sitten
  • Algorithm boost

    Johnny TightlipsJohnny Tightlips21 päivä sitten
  • Literally earing this rn on the radio... I love it...

    Linette JijuLinette Jiju21 päivä sitten
  • This song sounds like something that’ll play at Old Navy.

    Purple Yoshi HDPurple Yoshi HD21 päivä sitten
  • Is this what the postie's go though down in my hometown Polperro 🤣

    Max MasonMax Mason22 päivää sitten
  • B.e.S.T f'u"l'l D.a.T.i.n.G -L-o-V--S-e-X-----۞------------ Here tinyurl.com/snapgirls9SEPsex √™ Lorsqu'une pilule qui donne aux utilisateurs cinq minutes de super pouvoirs inattendus arrive dans les rues de la Nouvelle-Orléans, un adolescent marchand et un policier local doivent faire équipe avec un ancien soldat pour faire tomber le groupe responsable de sa fabrication. √™ Когда таблетка, дающая пользователям пять минут неожиданных сверхспособностей, попадает на улицы Нового Орлеана, торговец-подросток и местный полицейский √™должны объединиться с бывшим солдатом, чтобы уничтожить группу, √™ответственную за ее создание1

    ASUKA YONATAASUKA YONATA22 päivää sitten
  • Just to let everyone know, all post people do train this hard to do our job, thanks (Also it's a great song)

    peter smithpeter smith22 päivää sitten
  • winning time

    artatmeartatme22 päivää sitten