rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  • Weed isn’t addictive (:

    Anna EliannaAnna Elianna7 minuuttia sitten
  • she cute asf with that hair tho

    Julezz MJulezz M12 minuuttia sitten
  • 4:21 Her face,She’s adorable 🤣🤣

    shruti vasistashruti vasista21 minuutti sitten
  • I'm glad that shes getting better. She's an amazing vocalist, I remember skyscraper

    Nicole KNicole K24 minuuttia sitten
  • Thank you for being honest Abiut the shot and the weed and the drinking I don’t feel so alone anymore

    Coll 44Coll 4432 minuuttia sitten
  • 11:00 -11:14

    Nallah BNallah B56 minuuttia sitten
  • ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽🇨🇦❤️🕊🕊🕊

    Jassi PhoolJassi PhoolTunti sitten

    Catherine WilliamsCatherine WilliamsTunti sitten
  • Moderation doesn’t work. Stay clean. Go to narcotics anonymous meetings. That help my parents 15 years clean now. I’m so proud of them. Pls get help. You are a beautiful soul

    Kelly VasquezKelly VasquezTunti sitten
  • THE ENDING I LOVE HER LAUGH😂💙 so empowering and inspiring.

    Katy RamirezKaty RamirezTunti sitten
  • Famous junky

    Dr SmokeAlotDr SmokeAlotTunti sitten
  • How you from Disney to herion addict 😂😂

    Dr SmokeAlotDr SmokeAlotTunti sitten
  • xtina x demi 4ever

    David Quilez TrasobaresDavid Quilez TrasobaresTunti sitten
  • Is the next one airing tomorrow? I get confused with the time zones

    Abz BartlettAbz BartlettTunti sitten
  • being completely abstinent is like trying to be perfect and that is an idea we simply cannot live up to! we are not perfect beings! also if you limit yourself to beliefs of relapse then it is easier for it to happen. the decision is always in your hands. but im telling you weed is nothing to be afraid of, and i've got some in my van if you wanna dab it up

    Quiet Earth CreatureQuiet Earth CreatureTunti sitten
  • I dunno what else needs to happen to her for her to change. She was given another chance in life and yet she remains the same. I dunno what lessons they're trying to convey here. Until she fully accepts and FORGIVES her past, she can't truly move on. Everything stems up from our childhood and past experiences. Demi is an example of a person who is so selfish that she does not have the time to look at how she is affecting everyone around her. If she only spends more time doing charity works, helping others, getting out of the US and going to third world countries where poverty is real, then perhaps she'd understand that she is sooooooo privileged to live her life.

    Joey TayabanJoey Tayaban2 tuntia sitten
  • Rather than smoking and drinking I think psychedelic therapy could work for her & her struggle with addiction. Micro dose on Psilocybin or LSD

    Kaela FossKaela Foss2 tuntia sitten
  • "Found this guy and I think he's gonna be around for awhile.." Notice they're never around forever in modern relationships.. You're lucky to get 5-10 years outta someone. Thats a marriage now

    Gil EdwardsGil Edwards2 tuntia sitten
  • You are so strong!!!! Keep being you ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I wish nothing but the best for you.. 💖

    ria keoghria keogh2 tuntia sitten
  • Demi, I live in Iowa. Would you go on a date with me?

    Brian FrancisBrian Francis2 tuntia sitten
  • It has been such an honor to be included in Demi's recovery throughout the years. Unless you've suffered from trauma, mental illness, or substance abuse, you can't understand the crippling emotional pain you face from it and how soul-crushing recovery is. She is so strong. What Demi is doing with moderation is called harm reduction. It is a method used often in substance abuse recovery to allow the client to have agency in their life. Whether Demi stays with weed and alcohol or if she relapses with hard drugs, for now, this is the choice she is making for herself - which is the only way recovery works. If she has a relapse, that is her lesson to learn. There are no mistakes in recovery, just lessons.

    Chipper ChelseaKayChipper ChelseaKay2 tuntia sitten
  • This seems so self-indulgent. I don't believe a word of any of this..

    A. MintyA. Minty2 tuntia sitten
  • Love you Demi wishing you the best

    Camila HidalgoCamila Hidalgo2 tuntia sitten
  • I fu**** love her has a blonde

    Charly CookCharly Cook2 tuntia sitten
  • demi i am so proud of you for doing this. you deserve the world ❤️

    Kylie RoseKylie Rose2 tuntia sitten
  • Alcohol is a gateway to hard drugs more so than Marijuana.

    Cassandra SchmitzCassandra Schmitz3 tuntia sitten
  • Stand queen!!! Love the haircut! No more labels

    XxGemzuxXXxGemzuxX3 tuntia sitten
  • Demi needs to have a chat with Russell Brand.

    AndreaAndrea3 tuntia sitten
  • I’m very proud of Demi she’s been through a lot but she’s still here.

    Life With MoLife With Mo3 tuntia sitten
  • I was really Proud of her and this Documentary!! Now, I feel like it's Going to be like her other last "Honest" Documentarys that we're Lies.

    WOWZERS !WOWZERS !3 tuntia sitten
  • I hope the moderation works for her ♥️ at least the people around her know about it & are keeping a very close eye on her. I just want Demi to be happy & healthy

    Alexis MellowAlexis Mellow3 tuntia sitten
  • Still love her tho

    ky pky p3 tuntia sitten
  • So she’s not bipolar? She lied smh and now she’s gay? Probably another lie.

    ky pky p3 tuntia sitten
  • I will forever applaud a drug addict finding recovery, and being as open and honest as she has been. HOWEVER.. like they said.. not everybody, in fact, hardly ANYBODY has the resource's she has. And that's the issue here. I wish we, as normal people, had the option of "exploring our paths". We don't. We have to work shitty jobs and wait months for shitty beds in shitty recovery centers. We don't get retreats.. my anger isn't with her obviously. It's at the system in general. Prayers for the addicts still struggling ❤️

    Heather MartinHeather Martin3 tuntia sitten
  • Ok if you're an addict you can't drink and smoke in moderation....

    Krista PasqualeKrista Pasquale3 tuntia sitten
  • Maybe the best option for some addicts is just to become stoners? No one seems to mind when rappers do it lol. I dunno about the drinking tho.... 👀

    crusty bobustycrusty bobusty3 tuntia sitten
  • I don't think she's ready to be completely sober.

    Ruby EnzaldoRuby Enzaldo4 tuntia sitten
  • She also publicly get paid to share this type of content after it was already "out."

    Tiff WTiff W4 tuntia sitten
  • a little better, but all over the place! Do you!

    Tiff WTiff W4 tuntia sitten
  • I appreciate her so much for sharing her struggles publicly. She is helping spread awareness and reminding so many people that they too are not alone. Everyone is fighting some battle personaly and if we were all able to share more, I think we could all help each other struggle less.

    M ReeveM Reeve4 tuntia sitten
  • Imagine overdosing on heroine L

    Alien dog17Alien dog174 tuntia sitten
  • “moderation doesn’t work” yaaas elton 🙌🏽 that’s the sad truth

    day Zday Z4 tuntia sitten
  • Her best friends seem so fake

    AdrianaAdriana4 tuntia sitten
  • It’s alright to not be fine

    DoNNa DoNNaDoNNa DoNNa4 tuntia sitten
  • 🤩😘 ¡Latinoamérica te apoya!

    Mó Fo Zú 1988Mó Fo Zú 19884 tuntia sitten
  • Please listen to Elton John on abstinence in recovery . He speakers the absolute truth based on experience ,listen to him , he loves you ! I bless you but you must bless yourself!love,Steve.

    SC GardnerSC Gardner4 tuntia sitten
  • Everytime she cries i just want to FIGHT EVERYONE WHO HURT HER

    Lunar RainLunar Rain5 tuntia sitten
  • I love this doc so far but it shouldn’t have been released if she is still drinking and smoking weed. I know she is doing it in moderation but still what is the message here.

    Joseph NosiriJoseph Nosiri5 tuntia sitten
  • California sober. im mad I sat here and watched all 4 episodes

    Sabrina ulibarriSabrina ulibarri5 tuntia sitten
  • See y’all at the next documentary😬

    TessaTessa6 tuntia sitten
  • You can do it Demi, just stick to smoking weed, weed is so great !! It helps me alot ❤️

    2fairywingz2fairywingz6 tuntia sitten
  • Shroom room that’s not for shrooms? Like ok...

    Chanelle GonzalezChanelle Gonzalez6 tuntia sitten
  • Her romantic relationships are juvenile. But I respect her for continuing to drink and smoke weed. I dealt with my sobriety the same way. I smoke weed and I will have a drink randomly if other people are drinking. But like... I'm not smoking meth.

    The TeaThe Tea6 tuntia sitten
  • Is anyone else having a problem with this playing on a tv youtube app or xbox?

    mortal god93mortal god936 tuntia sitten
  • En general me parece que es difícil juzgarla porque tiene justificación pero encontrarse a sí misma no es cortarse el cabello, es amarse y decir: Adiós a la moderación, esto va a matarme. Es como tener relaciones sexuales con moderación para no salir embarazada, eventualmente pasará porque eso pasa cuando descansas de "Bailar con el diablo". Demi no es una historia de superación, es una persona que vive por los demás, y los demás de ella. Ella se ve obligada a florecer porque todos quieren que lo haga, excepto ella misma. Me gustó el documental, si siento que fue honesto, precisamente por esa razón sé que incluso siendo honesta, ella sigue perdida.

    Aleixa DanaeAleixa Danae7 tuntia sitten
  • As a recovered Ed person I think she talks too much about having control of food and substance, and recovering is just the opposite: letting go of control. And so I tell you, u don't recover from an ed in a year, ever. I still am afraid for her. Yes she's brave but she needs to know there is no day off and having a lot little moments off on recovery becomes a relapse.

    Carmen PriedeCarmen Priede7 tuntia sitten
  • Genderfluid and pansexual yas

    Mochi.luvMochi.luv7 tuntia sitten
  • This made my stomach turn more than ever.

    Paola FPaola F7 tuntia sitten
  • 11:52 for Elton John comment moderation not working

    MeganMegan7 tuntia sitten
  • i wish i could talk to you. your story has helped me mor than youll ever know. addiction is scary, but you are a beautiful soul and overcome. i too, am overcoming. thank you demi.

    RonnyRonny7 tuntia sitten
  • When Elton John tells you moderation doesn’t work, believe him!

    Magela MondeMagela Monde7 tuntia sitten
  • Moderation? She has done 3 documentals about recovering for addiction and she is doing worse everytime. What is making her think that she will stop doing it smoking marihuana? as Elton Jhon said if take a pill you will want to take another one and it goes the same with any kind of addiction. I don't think this is something that people that has struggle with addition should follow. She is just making excuses of her actions. She did it because she wanted it. That's it! It's not for other people, it's because she wants it.

    Arelly R. Rodgers SierraArelly R. Rodgers Sierra7 tuntia sitten
  • the end part,when she cut her hair... what a great documentary legendary,actually

    stefany alvesstefany alves7 tuntia sitten
  • You know what, I'm a recovering addict. And I smoke weed , it helps me not want to use crystal meth. When I'm not smoking weed, I'm drinking . Alot. With some addicts, its always gonna be one thing or another. Can we all just at least be happy shes smoking weed and choosing that instead of crack and heroin. Because take it from me, weed and stimulants don't mix well. When I smoke weed, there isn't an inch of me that wants to graduate to meth. It feels like enough for me. I'm impressed with how she's able to finally control the narrative of her story like cristina said.

    • The drinking is risky. One turns to another. Drinking always makes me want to graduate to relapsing on meth because it makes me depressed.

      HOLOGARDENHOLOGARDEN8 tuntia sitten
  • "Moderation" = Next OD

    Karina AlarconKarina Alarcon8 tuntia sitten
  • @youtube do you think you could maybe read the room and not attach weight loss commercials every 5 minutes to this documentary???? Demi's whole story is partially centered around eating disorder recovery and restriction and you're really out here thinking it's chill to have your ads saying stuff like "are you still fat, no matter how hard you try to lose weight? Something is wrong". SMDH

    Rebecca RowlandRebecca Rowland8 tuntia sitten
  • Boohoo, poor crackhead.

    Hunter JosephHunter Joseph8 tuntia sitten
  • Can't wait for the next documentary about how she was lying in this one

    Daddywise ClussyDaddywise Clussy8 tuntia sitten
  • Aburrido

    Aliezze MaraviAliezze Maravi8 tuntia sitten
  • Not me thinking it said Charles Crook

    Diagne MesaDiagne Mesa8 tuntia sitten
  • The fact she hasn’t had a cake for her birthday in so long breaks my heart.

    Lili MarieLili Marie8 tuntia sitten
  • I hope she receives every ounce of happiness, and she is literally dropped dead gorgeous

    Jordan BranahmJordan Branahm9 tuntia sitten
  • Absolutely amazing! So amazing how someone could speak about something that’s so personal in hopes that this could also save someone’s life! Absolutely so brave and it’s bravery that I never knew was existent until watching this docuseries! So much more respect has developed not just as a fan but as the public that read the headlines back in 2018! Developed so much as a person!

    Leni AquilinaLeni Aquilina9 tuntia sitten
  • te amo

    Flora ScabelloFlora Scabello9 tuntia sitten
  • Go away demi.

    vegavega9 tuntia sitten
  • I feel like her mom doesn't really get what is going on, her sisters seem way more cautious with her

    Leticia RodriguesLeticia Rodrigues9 tuntia sitten
  • Hard part of human beings life is knowing yourself. In the end of the day you make decisions that can affect poeple around you. Your are not adapted to the world, you adapt the world to you.

    Monica MontenegroMonica Montenegro9 tuntia sitten
  • this breaks my heart.

    TikTok vibezTikTok vibez9 tuntia sitten
  • You look amazing whatever you or your hair ist going to look like ! It’s about what you look inside :)

    MaxiMausMaxiMaus10 tuntia sitten
  • Who thinks her family and friends need counseling so they can stop enabling her.

    MyHellonurseMyHellonurse10 tuntia sitten
  • Addiction research show solid, clear, substantial evidence the abstinence approach has an insanely high relapse rate, toward hardly working for anyone who tries it. The risk reduction model holds a lot of promise for the future for many, really impressive to her her speak about it. Cutting edge research.

    Kenzie MayRaeKenzie MayRae10 tuntia sitten
  • i'm stay here for you my love

    Laura BeserraLaura Beserra10 tuntia sitten

    Laura BeserraLaura Beserra10 tuntia sitten
  • i love christina aguilera

    George HuGeorge Hu10 tuntia sitten
  • shes gonna start looking for more of a high during this moderation thing its scary

    Victoria MarchanVictoria Marchan10 tuntia sitten
  • Demi has truly been an inspiration to me since I was 12, and i've never even thought about passing judgment on her. Not only has her music helped me through the worst times of my life, but her always evolving stories and mistakes give me an outlet to feel less alone. Hearing her be so honest and so open about her forever changing life, gives me so much hope that one day I can be in control of my own. Thank you so much Demi, for sharing and trusting us with the truth, I will love you and look to you forever.

    Julianne CookJulianne Cook10 tuntia sitten
  • YES Elton KNOWS.

    Allora YoungerAllora Younger11 tuntia sitten
  • Is there going to be more episodes?

    Alyssa DonleyAlyssa Donley11 tuntia sitten
  • Watermelon cakes? Wtf, that is the saddest thing ever that even on your birthday you wouldn’t have a normal cake. Poor lady. She needs long term counseling.

    Jamie IsradicalJamie Isradical11 tuntia sitten
  • There’s no “recovery” without abstinence. She will be on hard drugs again. It’s never worked in the past and it won’t work now. You’re telling people that recovery and abstinence aren’t the same thing, and that’s not cool. Love what Elton John said.

    Azelea BustamanteAzelea Bustamante11 tuntia sitten
  • As a former fetti/heroin and crack Cobain addict. I got no time for these bad excuses and fake attempts to get back into the spot light.

    Joey Two ChinsJoey Two Chins11 tuntia sitten
  • I think the weed is not gonna be an issue but alcohol is not something you can do in moderation as an addict. but I really hope she does well

    strawbabystrawbaby11 tuntia sitten
  • Why are they talking about moderation with 3 cakes in the table? She has SO much desire to be okay and at peace but still trying to find the tangent to the problem :(

    Natalia GarfiasNatalia Garfias11 tuntia sitten
  • So totally fake

  • She has been "Sonny with a chance". Now she is "Demi with a chance". I hope she'll be fine forever. Take your chance, Demi ❤️

    Magical.QueenMagical.Queen12 tuntia sitten
  • You are strong ❤️ you are beautiful and thank you for sharing ❤️

    Michelle m wellsMichelle m wells12 tuntia sitten
  • She's wearing a Selena shirt

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    Mitcal ClarkMitcal Clark13 tuntia sitten
  • What about if you dance with the Holy Ghost? His power and love would give you whatever you have been looking for. This is a dare so many people are afraid or reluctant to try, but I am pretty sure that you won't regret it...

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